sometimes i feel life is so motionless... maybe it is moving but i can't feel the change happening at all. they say change is gradual and i guess it's what i'm feeling right now. who wants to speed life anyway... only those who desire too much and those who are trying to hide something tend to do that... sometimes i feel like that person, but let me tell you from experience it's not always a happy ending. life doesn't fall into your hand so easily. just like love takes patience and time. after all your expectations have fallen only then will you see a worthwhile human being... we all can't be perfect and do the right things. expectations will always fail us... what we should be hopeful for most is will we have another day to do it all over again. i've come a long way to realize alot of things... most of it by my own doings... many people believe only in experiences but i like to say it's both experience and observing that makes us more knowledgeable. i may not have felt that way or been treated that way... but how can anyone ever relate to each other's emotions when we all experience a different type of pain... no one will ever really understand so how can you tell someone they don't understand when in reality it is obvious already. yes it's true my words may sound un-validating but it sure beats a broken and unhappy soul. for me i guess i'm one of the lucky ones who got away... i learned how to honestly be "me"... no one came along the way to take away this pure happiness and i know one day someone will break it into a million pieces... but because i've come such a long road constructed by my very own hands... i believe i've matured enough to handle situations better than if i was to experience so many things earlier... maybe sometimes early may be best... or should we just leave it up to time to tell
